I love you all! (Hi! My name is Jay -- below vv)
I am writing this because I feel like this is the right time to do it. I have been on tumblr for about 5/6 years now, and this blog has been up for 4/5 years.. and I never made a hard decsion in my life, but I am going to be … done, with this blog. It`ll be up. But, abandonded. I guess. The reason is, Im trying to be a better person. Im trying to recover, and since Im moving in mid 2015. Couple of days actually, I will be deleting my social media as a fresh start on things, esp since I recently got diganosed with Borderline Personality Disorder... I know, I know, That's v personal.. this is a tough thing to do. I apologize if nothing makes sense, idk how to even write this, or even express myself. I hate doing this since Ive been on this blog for years, meet amazing people. and had good memories in them. Im sorry, but I canot take this anymore? Since Im deleting social medias, changing my phone number etc, I guess you can say Im disappearing? - Once Im done all that, im taking a break and creating new social medias but not giving it out to ppl I met/know, cus I just dont wanna be around ppl. I Hate doing this. I really do. Once you read this, i'm probably gone. I don't think i'm coming back to read messages/answer, so if I give you my new url. Consider yourselfs lucky, cus thats all. Buuut, I will keep my ask open just incase, I do check on it.. but I doubt i'll actually do that, but if I do... Leave a message?? Anyways, It was nice knowing all of you amazing 9k-10k followers! I will miss you all, I had good memories, and I hope you all do well in life. Thank you for supporting, and being a friend. I'm sorry i'm doing this, but it's for my health. I love you all, thank you. goodbye. - JAY 04/15